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but it did not therefore um because i felt like things were still not going the manner in which i believed that they should i was like nah i i i can’t do treatment any longer particularly because of the ex the expense therefore i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later on i’m still recognizing that i need help like psychologically i’m going through downs and ups i am um going through those um you understand i spoke about this in the egotistical video however i’m going through those low and high state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i knew that i might not deal with by myself so i was frantically looking for a therapist i was frantically looking for one and i kept encountering wall after wall after wall Talkspace Premera

actually seem like she was paying attention to me and i really choose video therapy um over you understand texting or e-mail whatever i do not know if they do treatment through e-mail i don’t think so however i actually prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to develop off of what we had actually currently been kind of discussing and a few of the issues that we have actually been discussing and so it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she seemed to be actually sidetracked it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would look at me every now and then but probably 97 of the time she was looking in another direction which didn’t actually make me feel like i was injured or being listened to and so she you understand was likewise like on her phone and simply i do not know it simply was really weird now better hope they they just utilize certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i simply wished to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they say you understand like bedside manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t actually know what it would be phone side coach video side way i do not know treatment side manner heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t actually feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have truly you understand extensive conversation however um there existed were some times when i would say specific things and

she would respond with something that was like extremely random or often she was you understand respond to what i said or like i don’t know it just didn’t seem like she was very present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you need to complete like this survey and they designate you to someone and so i submitted the questionnaire again um and it you need to go into you know well i went into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t really feel excellent to need to go through that process all over once again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you actually need to be searching for someone who concentrates on this i would encourage you to alter your company so then i had to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that entire trauma of filling it out once again and then i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist but she still was responsive sufficient and so then i registered for a video for Talkspace Premera

It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i actually actually enjoyed about um much better aid was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the rapport and all of the things that i felt like we developed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.