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but it did not therefore um because i felt like things were still not going the manner in which i believed that they need to i resembled nah i i i can’t do treatment anymore especially because of the ex the expense therefore i stopped seeing that therapist therefore fast forward a couple months later on i’m still understanding that i need help like mentally i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you understand i spoke about this in the narcissistic video however i’m going through those low and high mood swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i understood that i might not deal with by myself so i was desperately searching for a therapist i was desperately searching for one and i kept encountering wall after wall after wall Talkspace Brilliant Idiots

truly seem like she was taking notice of me and i in fact choose video therapy um over you know texting or email whatever i don’t know if they do therapy through email i don’t believe so but i actually choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had actually already been type of talking about and a few of the issues that we have been going over and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she seemed to be truly distracted it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would take a look at me every once in a while however probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction which didn’t actually make me feel like i was injured or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and simply i do not understand it simply was truly strange now better hope they they just make use of licensed therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i simply wished to make sure everything was legitimate and it was um however the um you know how they say you know like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i do not truly know what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i don’t understand treatment side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t actually feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have really you know thorough discussion but um there were there were some times when i would state certain things and

she would respond with something that was like super random or in some cases she was you understand respond to what i said or like i don’t understand it just didn’t seem like she was incredibly present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you have to submit like this survey and they appoint you to somebody therefore i completed the survey once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t really feel good to have to go through that procedure all over once again um however i resembled whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and after that she sent me a message that said you actually ought to be searching for somebody who specializes in this i would encourage you to alter your provider so then i needed to refill out the um survey once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive sufficient and so then i registered for a video for Talkspace Brilliant Idiots

It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the monetary aid um and the the one thing that i actually truly enjoyed about um much better aid was the fact that i could talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the rapport and all of the things that i felt like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.