however it did not therefore um due to the fact that i felt like things were still not going the way that i thought that they should i was like nah i i i can’t do therapy anymore especially because of the ex the cost therefore i stopped seeing that therapist therefore fast forward a couple months later on i’m still recognizing that i need assist like psychologically i’m going through downs and ups i am um going through those um you understand i talked about this in the narcissistic video however i’m going through those low and high state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these various things that i knew that i might not manage by myself so i was frantically searching for a therapist i was frantically looking for one and i kept encountering wall after wall after wall Neil Leibowitz Talkspace

truly seem like she was focusing on me and i really choose video therapy um over you understand texting or e-mail whatever i don’t know if they do treatment through e-mail i do not believe so but i in fact prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to construct off of what we had already been type of speaking about and a few of the issues that we have actually been discussing and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she appeared to be truly sidetracked it remained in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would take a look at me every now and then but most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions and that didn’t actually make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and simply i do not know it simply was actually strange now better hope they they only utilize certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i simply wished to ensure whatever was legit and it was um however the um you know how they state you know like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not really know what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i do not know therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest match of my therapist now we did have truly you understand in-depth discussion but um there were there were long times when i would state specific things and

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It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the monetary aid um and the the one thing that i actually truly taken pleasure in about um better assistance was the truth that i might talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i desired to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video option and so when i did that um the chemistry and the connection and all of the things that i felt like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.

however it did not and so um due to the fact that i felt like things were still not going the way that i thought that they should i resembled nah i i i can’t do treatment anymore especially because of the ex the expense and so i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later on i’m still understanding that i need help like psychologically i’m going through downs and ups i am um going through those um you understand i spoke about this in the conceited video but i’m going through those low and high mood swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i knew that i could not deal with by myself so i was desperately looking for a therapist i was desperately searching for one and i kept facing wall after wall after wall Neil Leibowitz Talkspace

really feel like she was taking note of me and i actually prefer video therapy um over you understand texting or e-mail whatever i do not understand if they do therapy through email i do not think so but i actually choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had actually currently been kind of discussing and a few of the issues that we have been going over and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i wanted it to be she appeared to be actually distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would look at me from time to time but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction and that didn’t really make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i don’t understand it simply was truly weird now better hope they they only utilize certified therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i just wanted to ensure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they say you know like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t truly understand what it would be phone side mentor video side manner i don’t know treatment side manner heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest suit of my therapist now we did have truly you understand in-depth discussion however um there existed were some times when i would say certain things and

she would react with something that resembled incredibly random or sometimes she was you understand react to what i stated or like i do not know it just didn’t seem like she was super present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you have to submit like this questionnaire and they appoint you to somebody therefore i completed the questionnaire once again um and it you need to go into you know well i entered into depth on my circumstance and so that didn’t really feel excellent to need to go through that process all over again um however i resembled whatever so that brand-new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that said you in fact must be searching for someone who specializes in this i would motivate you to change your service provider so then i had to fill up out the um survey once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive enough therefore then i signed up for a video for Neil Leibowitz Talkspace

so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i really actually enjoyed about um better help was the truth that i could talk with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward speaking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i decided that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.