however it did not therefore um because i felt like things were still not going the way that i believed that they should i resembled nah i i i can’t do treatment any longer specifically because of the ex the expenditure therefore i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later i’m still realizing that i need help like psychologically i’m going through downs and ups i am um going through those um you understand i discussed this in the conceited video however i’m going through those high and low state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these various things that i understood that i might not manage by myself so i was desperately looking for a therapist i was desperately looking for one and i kept running into wall after wall after wall Kappa Alpha Order Talkspace

truly seem like she was taking notice of me and i actually prefer video treatment um over you know texting or email whatever i do not understand if they do therapy through e-mail i do not believe so however i actually prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had actually currently been sort of speaking about and some of the problems that we have actually been going over therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she seemed to be really sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every so often but most likely 97 of the time she was looking in another direction and that didn’t really make me seem like i was harmed or being listened to and so she you understand was also like on her phone and just i do not understand it simply was really strange now better hope they they just make use of certified therapists and so i had looked this uh looked her up since i just wanted to make certain everything was legitimate and it was um but the um you know how they state you know like bedside good manners like with physicians i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side coach video side way i don’t understand treatment side way heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t actually feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video option i didn’t truly feel as if that was the greatest suit of my therapist now we did have really you know extensive discussion however um there existed were some times when i would state particular things and

she would respond with something that was like super random or sometimes she was you know respond to what i said or like i don’t know it simply didn’t look like she was very present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to fill out like this questionnaire and they assign you to somebody therefore i submitted the survey again um and it you need to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t actually feel excellent to have to go through that process all over once again um but i resembled whatever so that brand-new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that said you actually should be looking for someone who concentrates on this i would motivate you to alter your company so then i needed to fill up out the um questionnaire once again go through that entire trauma of filling it out again and then i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive adequate and so then i registered for a video for Kappa Alpha Order Talkspace

so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i really actually delighted in about um much better aid was the reality that i might speak to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward speaking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video option and so when i did that um the chemistry and the rapport and all of the things that i seemed like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.

but it did not and so um since i felt like things were still not going the manner in which i thought that they need to i was like nah i i i can’t do treatment any longer specifically because of the ex the expenditure and so i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later on i’m still understanding that i need help like psychologically i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you understand i spoke about this in the conceited video but i’m going through those low and high state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i understood that i could not handle by myself so i was frantically looking for a therapist i was frantically searching for one and i kept encountering wall after wall after wall Kappa Alpha Order Talkspace

truly feel like she was taking notice of me and i in fact choose video treatment um over you understand texting or email whatever i don’t understand if they do treatment through email i don’t think so however i in fact choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had actually currently been sort of speaking about and some of the problems that we have actually been talking about and so it did not turn out to be um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she appeared to be truly distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would take a look at me from time to time however probably 97 of the time she was looking in another instructions which didn’t actually make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to and so she you know was likewise like on her phone and just i do not know it just was truly unusual now much better hope they they just utilize certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i simply wished to make certain everything was legitimate and it was um however the um you know how they state you know like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t actually know what it would be phone side mentor video side way i do not know therapy side way heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video choice i didn’t really feel as if that was the greatest fit of my therapist now we did have really you know extensive conversation however um there existed were some times when i would state certain things and

she would react with something that resembled incredibly random or sometimes she was you understand react to what i stated or like i don’t understand it just didn’t look like she was super present um so i got a new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are signing up for a therapist you have to fill out like this survey and they assign you to somebody therefore i submitted the survey once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my situation therefore that didn’t really feel good to need to go through that procedure all over again um however i was like whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that said you really need to be trying to find someone who focuses on this i would encourage you to alter your supplier so then i had to fill up out the um survey again go through that whole injury of filling it out again and after that i was appointed to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive sufficient therefore then i registered for a video for Kappa Alpha Order Talkspace

so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i really actually enjoyed about um better help was the reality that i might speak with my therapist at any point and so that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward talking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the connection and the chemistry and all of the important things that i felt like we developed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.