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however it did not and so um because i felt like things were still not going the manner in which i believed that they ought to i was like nah i i i can’t do treatment any longer especially because of the ex the expenditure therefore i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later i’m still understanding that i need help like mentally i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you know i talked about this in the narcissistic video however i’m going through those low and high state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these various things that i understood that i might not deal with by myself so i was desperately searching for a therapist i was frantically searching for one and i kept encountering wall after wall after wall Betterhelp Phil

actually seem like she was paying attention to me and i in fact prefer video treatment um over you understand texting or email whatever i do not know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t believe so however i in fact prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had actually already been kind of discussing and some of the problems that we have been discussing therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i wanted it to be she seemed to be really distracted it remained in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never for like she would take a look at me every now and then however probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction which didn’t actually make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you understand was also like on her phone and simply i don’t know it simply was really strange now better hope they they only make use of licensed therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i just wished to make certain everything was legitimate and it was um however the um you understand how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t really understand what it would be phone side coach video side way i do not understand treatment side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t truly feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i said was a video alternative i didn’t actually feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have really you understand thorough conversation but um there were there were long times when i would state certain things and

she would respond with something that resembled incredibly random or sometimes she was you know respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it just didn’t look like she was incredibly present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you have to fill out like this survey and they assign you to someone and so i completed the survey again um and it you need to go into you understand well i went into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t truly feel great to have to go through that procedure all over again um but i was like whatever so that new therapist got appointed to me and then she sent me a message that stated you really ought to be looking for somebody who focuses on this i would motivate you to change your supplier so then i had to fill up out the um questionnaire once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and after that i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist but she still was responsive enough and so then i signed up for a video for Betterhelp Phil

It cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i truly really enjoyed about um better aid was the fact that i could talk to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was talking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting back and forth talking to her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i desired to do a um a live the live video alternative and so when i did that um the relationship and the chemistry and all of the things that i felt like we developed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.