however it did not therefore um because i felt like things were still not going the way that i thought that they must i was like nah i i i can’t do therapy anymore specifically because of the ex the cost therefore i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later i’m still realizing that i need assist like psychologically i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you understand i spoke about this in the conceited video but i’m going through those high and low mood swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i knew that i might not manage by myself so i was frantically searching for a therapist i was frantically searching for one and i kept encountering wall after wall after wall Better Help Financial Assistance

actually feel like she was paying attention to me and i actually choose video therapy um over you know texting or email whatever i don’t understand if they do therapy through email i do not believe so but i in fact choose video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would be able to construct off of what we had actually currently been kind of talking about and some of the issues that we have actually been going over and so it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i desired it to be she appeared to be really sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would look at me every once in a while but probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction which didn’t actually make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you know was likewise like on her phone and simply i don’t know it simply was really odd now better hope they they only use certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up because i just wished to make certain everything was legit and it was um but the um you understand how they state you understand like bedside manners like with physicians i didn’t um i do not truly know what it would be phone side mentor video side way i don’t know therapy side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t actually feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video choice i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest fit of my therapist now we did have really you understand extensive conversation however um there were there were long times when i would say certain things and

she would react with something that was like incredibly random or often she was you understand respond to what i said or like i do not know it just didn’t seem like she was very present um so i got a new therapist through the much better health platform and so when you are registering for a therapist you need to complete like this questionnaire and they designate you to somebody and so i filled out the questionnaire again um and it you have to go into you understand well i entered into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t truly feel good to need to go through that process all over again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that said you really must be trying to find somebody who concentrates on this i would motivate you to change your service provider so then i needed to fill up out the um questionnaire again go through that whole trauma of filling it out once again and after that i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive enough therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help Financial Assistance

so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial aid um and the the something that i truly truly taken pleasure in about um much better assistance was the fact that i could speak to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i started doing i was i was talking with my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward talking with her non-stop um any any and everything that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wanted to do a um a live the live video choice therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the important things that i felt like we constructed just wasn’t there and i didn’t.

but it did not and so um since i felt like things were still not going the manner in which i believed that they must i resembled nah i i i can’t do therapy anymore particularly because of the ex the expenditure therefore i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later on i’m still realizing that i need assist like mentally i’m going through downs and ups i am um going through those um you know i spoke about this in the narcissistic video but i’m going through those low and high state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these various things that i knew that i might not manage by myself so i was desperately looking for a therapist i was frantically searching for one and i kept facing wall after wall after wall Better Help Financial Assistance

really feel like she was paying attention to me and i really prefer video therapy um over you know texting or email whatever i don’t know if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t think so but i really prefer video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to develop off of what we had actually currently been type of discussing and some of the problems that we have been going over therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t turn out to be what i desired it to be she appeared to be truly sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never for like she would look at me every now and then but most likely 97 of the time she was searching in another direction and that didn’t actually make me feel like i was hurt or being listened to and so she you understand was likewise like on her phone and simply i don’t understand it just was truly odd now better hope they they only use licensed therapists therefore i had looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i simply wanted to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um but the um you understand how they say you understand like bedside good manners like with doctors i didn’t um i don’t actually understand what it would be phone side coach video side manner i don’t understand therapy side manner heard way didn’t work for me um therefore like i stated i i didn’t actually feel as if i the something that i wished to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest suit of my therapist now we did have actually you understand in-depth discussion however um there were there were some times when i would state specific things and

she would respond with something that resembled extremely random or sometimes she was you understand react to what i stated or like i do not understand it just didn’t appear like she was incredibly present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the much better health platform therefore when you are signing up for a therapist you have to submit like this survey and they appoint you to someone therefore i filled out the survey once again um and it you need to go into you understand well i went into depth on my scenario therefore that didn’t actually feel great to need to go through that procedure all over once again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got assigned to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you actually need to be trying to find somebody who specializes in this i would motivate you to alter your service provider so then i needed to refill out the um survey once again go through that whole trauma of filling it out again and then i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my first therapist however she still was responsive adequate therefore then i signed up for a video for Better Help Financial Assistance

so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial aid um and the the one thing that i actually truly delighted in about um better assistance was the fact that i might speak to my therapist at any point and so that’s what i started doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward talking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wished to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video option therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the important things that i felt like we built simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.