however it did not therefore um since i seemed like things were still not going the manner in which i thought that they ought to i resembled nah i i i can’t do therapy anymore especially because of the ex the expense therefore i stopped seeing that therapist therefore fast forward a couple months later on i’m still understanding that i need help like psychologically i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you understand i talked about this in the narcissistic video however i’m going through those low and high state of mind swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i understood that i could not manage by myself so i was frantically looking for a therapist i was frantically searching for one and i kept running into wall after wall after wall Aetna And Talkspace

really seem like she was focusing on me and i in fact choose video therapy um over you understand texting or email whatever i don’t understand if they do therapy through e-mail i don’t believe so however i in fact choose video over anything therefore i did that in hopes that we would be able to build off of what we had currently been type of discussing and a few of the issues that we have actually been discussing therefore it did not end up being um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she seemed to be really sidetracked it was in my mind it was like she was playing solitaire or something on her computer like she never ever for like she would look at me from time to time however probably 97 of the time she was searching in another direction which didn’t truly make me feel like i was harmed or being listened to therefore she you know was likewise like on her phone and just i don’t understand it simply was actually odd now much better hope they they only make use of certified therapists therefore i had actually looked this uh looked her up due to the fact that i just wished to make sure whatever was legitimate and it was um however the um you know how they state you know like bedside manners like with doctors i didn’t um i do not really understand what it would be phone side coach video side way i don’t understand treatment side manner heard manner didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t really feel as if i the one thing that i wanted to do most like i stated was a video alternative i didn’t really feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have actually you know extensive conversation but um there existed were long times when i would say particular things and

she would react with something that resembled super random or sometimes she was you understand respond to what i stated or like i do not understand it just didn’t appear like she was very present um so i got a new therapist through the much better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you need to submit like this survey and they assign you to somebody and so i submitted the questionnaire again um and it you have to go into you understand well i went into depth on my circumstance therefore that didn’t truly feel excellent to need to go through that procedure all over again um however i resembled whatever so that brand-new therapist got designated to me and after that she sent me a message that stated you really need to be searching for someone who specializes in this i would encourage you to change your provider so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that entire trauma of filling it out again and then i was designated to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were utilizing the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive enough therefore then i signed up for a video for Aetna And Talkspace

so it cost me 272 dollars which was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i truly truly taken pleasure in about um much better aid was the truth that i could speak with my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking with my therapist non-stop through text so we were texting backward and forward speaking to her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video alternative therefore when i did that um the chemistry and the relationship and all of the things that i seemed like we constructed simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.

however it did not and so um since i felt like things were still not going the way that i believed that they need to i was like nah i i i can’t do treatment anymore particularly because of the ex the expense therefore i stopped seeing that therapist and so fast forward a couple months later i’m still understanding that i need assist like psychologically i’m going through ups and downs i am um going through those um you know i spoke about this in the egotistical video but i’m going through those low and high mood swings i’m going through like all of these different things that i understood that i might not deal with by myself so i was desperately searching for a therapist i was desperately looking for one and i kept encountering wall after wall after wall Aetna And Talkspace

actually feel like she was taking notice of me and i in fact choose video therapy um over you understand texting or email whatever i do not know if they do treatment through e-mail i do not think so however i actually prefer video over anything and so i did that in hopes that we would have the ability to build off of what we had currently been sort of talking about and some of the issues that we have been going over therefore it did not turn out to be um it didn’t end up being what i wanted it to be she seemed to be really sidetracked it was in my mind it resembled she was playing solitaire or something on her computer system like she never ever for like she would take a look at me every now and then however probably 97 of the time she was searching in another instructions which didn’t really make me feel like i was injured or being listened to therefore she you know was also like on her phone and simply i do not understand it simply was really strange now better hope they they only make use of licensed therapists and so i had actually looked this uh looked her up since i simply wanted to make certain whatever was legit and it was um however the um you understand how they state you understand like bedside good manners like with medical professionals i didn’t um i don’t really understand what it would be phone side coach video side manner i do not know treatment side way heard way didn’t work for me um and so like i said i i didn’t truly feel as if i the something that i wanted to do most like i said was a video choice i didn’t truly feel as if that was the strongest match of my therapist now we did have actually you understand extensive conversation however um there were there were long times when i would state particular things and

she would respond with something that was like super random or sometimes she was you know react to what i stated or like i don’t know it just didn’t appear like she was incredibly present um so i got a brand-new therapist through the better health platform therefore when you are registering for a therapist you need to fill out like this survey and they appoint you to someone therefore i filled out the questionnaire again um and it you have to go into you understand well i went into depth on my situation and so that didn’t actually feel good to need to go through that procedure all over again um but i resembled whatever so that new therapist got designated to me and then she sent me a message that said you actually should be trying to find someone who concentrates on this i would motivate you to alter your supplier so then i needed to refill out the um questionnaire again go through that whole injury of filling it out once again and after that i was assigned to another therapist so i uh my therapist and i were using the messaging function she wasn’t as responsive as my very first therapist however she still was responsive adequate therefore then i registered for a video for Aetna And Talkspace

so it cost me 272 dollars and that was with the financial assistance um and the the something that i really actually taken pleasure in about um better help was the reality that i might talk to my therapist at any point therefore that’s what i began doing i was i was speaking to my therapist non-stop through text message so we were texting backward and forward speaking with her non-stop um any any and whatever that i was feeling i was talking with my therapist about it and um i chose that i wanted to do a video a video with her so i wished to do a um a live the live video choice and so when i did that um the chemistry and the rapport and all of the things that i seemed like we built simply wasn’t there and i didn’t.